Feel like i've got a foot in each camp at the moment. One firmly in the past and the other in recovery one has to go i suppose as Righteous Anger will not work for an Addict staying clean. Its fine when your Using in fact its necessary as it keeps the focus off whats going on in your own life. Resentment [number 1 killer of Alcoholics so i have been told and unfortunately witnessed] has got me very isolated from people and destroyed any meaningful relationship with a higher power over the last several years. Anyway enough whinging for now things are not bad at all so far this year plenty of Meetings, Good relationships with my Sons, Reconnected with friends and Socialising again...oh and lets not forget i feel; Healthy!
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