Having now made contact with all my friends and getting a bit of a social life together again and really trying to play ball for a change all appears rosy in the camp. That only leaves Hannah beautiful, very talented and emotionally unavailable even to herself. She has caused me such exquisite pain over the last twelve years or so and i the willing fool. I watched her spend 10 years of her life with lets face it an ignorant C**t who i believe actually hated her. That isnt the problem really what is was when he cheated on her [lets pick a ball park figure of say the whole 10 years she was with him....give or take] and the knowledge had even filtered down to her ground zero she still had to be dumped in favour of a 20 year old exotic dancer to get the message. Once she was single i ran away as per my usual game plan [2 years ago this month]. Anyway lets say if she starts blogging she could spill some hideous info from my past. Bottom line is i love her [for countless reasons] and miss her [for countless reasons] and am pretty sure i will never contact her!
PS She doesnt like to wear skirts incase you see her legs..as for some reason that just wouldnt do!
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