As I have Mastered the Art of being a
Loner I guess it’s time to Embark on the Pain Filled Arena of Relationships
both Platonic and Sexual with a bit of Luck. The amount of Love and Respect
People show me has quite frankly not been met half way by me and today 3 AA
Members I have never met delivered me a Beautiful 4 Seater Settee and refused
to take even Petrol Money. In the Past I did these type of Deeds all the time
and know it Enriches the Soul but somewhere along the line I became Detached
from the Herd and have been Limping along as Lion Bait for too many Years.
The Subconscious Logic that has been
Revealed through Meditation has been along the Lines of if I don’t Feel I can’t
be Hurt which Works up to a Point. That Point would be my Boys who I Love to
bits but would Prefer to use Words like Respect, Admire, Trust etc etc instead
of the L word.
So don’t be too hard on me or my
Subconscious as it has Weighed up the Loss of my Youngest Brother Brendan, the
Disappearance of my Second Youngest Brother Eamonn, The Loss of my Second Son
Kieran Patrick and then there’s the Loss of Ruth and I suppose We just decided
to Shut Up Shop Emotionally.
Tomorrow I’m off to Ireland to try and
Offer Love and Support to the Living and maybe continue on the Road to Healing!
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